Today there will be a very short HoT, coz I don't know how to express my feelings today. I feel a bit expressionless, emotionless today. Could be coz of the lack of sleep during last days. I can't sleep very well if I'm all alone in bed. Just the dog is with me. Hubby prefers to stay up all night to play an online game (during our complete holiday and also before), chat with the people there. And because I can't express in words how I feel about that (I tried once, but he didn't/doesn't understand, he just calls me bitchy then) I decided to express my feelings in the way I behave. So I'll go. I'll spend the rest of the day with a friend of mine and maybe stay there for the night. I think so. Maybe I do, maybe I don't. I don't know yet. I just feel so blank.
As you can see, I'm not such a happy self-expression today....
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